So fun fact -- last week's realization about Rust came true. I got on friday night and everyone was playing rust, so I just joined them and their base.
Yesterday I even played Supreme Commander and watched a movie and show instead of joining Chris and Mike.
So onto business.
I have pressing matters -- breakfast and tennis. I need to shower, eat, play tennis, and prep leads after tennis. That is the plan.
As for the title, it refers to this crushing weight of shrinking in size.
On one hand, you have to spend hours of time working deals when they are $10k in size.
On the other hand, just partying at work instead of progressing because you are in celebration mode about earning $27k is unacceptable.
The government is going to take half and the important thing is to maintain my size and get the business going.
I need my website up.
I need my integrity back with the word, word has lost nearly all meaning again.
I need to free myself from my own restrictions.
I need to return as an entrepreneur.
Sunday, August 9, 2015
Friday, August 7, 2015
shhhhh it's a secret
1446.34 + 489.89 + 11657.16 + 682.20 + 8545.50 + 596.70
=
23417.79
+ b = 26930.4585
+ df = 27480.45
=
23417.79
+ b = 26930.4585
+ df = 27480.45
Sunday, August 2, 2015
Week 2 of blog post Sundays
Again, I find myself drawn to Rust. We had Steven, Dave, Michael, Chris, Echo, and Myself all playing yesterday and it was a ton of fun.
Part of the problem is I feel that a lot of the rust activity is centered around me -- it's my passion for this game that is drawing others to play -- so if I don't play, no one does.
I think this is not the right way to look at things. If they dont want to play without me, then I'm not letting them down by not being around. Instead, they can choose their games and then I can choose to join them in the fun.
I am trying to build a life. That's the most important thing. Whoever is truly taking the Sunday off is responsible to build up the base, and then I will join them.
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Plan for next Monday is:
1. Call CB's to warm up
2. Engage on new leads and get some warms!!
To do this I need new leads prepped.
What I'd like is to do a super shower and then goto work.
I'm worried that I don't have the resolve and maybe the answer is to jump in the car and just get there.
Part of the problem is I feel that a lot of the rust activity is centered around me -- it's my passion for this game that is drawing others to play -- so if I don't play, no one does.
I think this is not the right way to look at things. If they dont want to play without me, then I'm not letting them down by not being around. Instead, they can choose their games and then I can choose to join them in the fun.
I am trying to build a life. That's the most important thing. Whoever is truly taking the Sunday off is responsible to build up the base, and then I will join them.
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Plan for next Monday is:
1. Call CB's to warm up
2. Engage on new leads and get some warms!!
To do this I need new leads prepped.
What I'd like is to do a super shower and then goto work.
I'm worried that I don't have the resolve and maybe the answer is to jump in the car and just get there.
Sunday, July 26, 2015
I will write a blog post
I gave my word to write a blog post.
It's really hard to do stuff today... I know it'll make me happier but damn... there's Rust, Ark, Supreme Commander... I'm excited about all of them... and all my friends are "online". Son of a bitch.
UPDATE: Ended up spending 8 hours doing chores to get the house cleaned up -- with how bad things had gotten, it was impossible to get to ROARS in the current state. Shit everywhere, out of dishes, out of clothes, ridiculous hair, promise of getting a new plant...
It's a week better and it still feels nice around here.
It's really hard to do stuff today... I know it'll make me happier but damn... there's Rust, Ark, Supreme Commander... I'm excited about all of them... and all my friends are "online". Son of a bitch.
UPDATE: Ended up spending 8 hours doing chores to get the house cleaned up -- with how bad things had gotten, it was impossible to get to ROARS in the current state. Shit everywhere, out of dishes, out of clothes, ridiculous hair, promise of getting a new plant...
It's a week better and it still feels nice around here.
Sunday, April 26, 2015
Week 4 Review
1UPs per day: 6.25
Average Size: 4.94
EXCELLENT WEEK! Size goals and 1UP goals achieved. I can say I definitely progressed and the "wheel" moved forward this week.
The achievements of one week will not make you an entrepreneur. If you really want to succeed, every week needs to go this way, and the secret to success here is to just keep catching and replacing, those intensity 1UPs lead to a larger size, more calls, and even more hours.
Don't let the lies come back. Don't let yourself think you've achieved anything here. You haven't. You're just getting started down the path of a better way to do things.
Average Size: 4.94
EXCELLENT WEEK! Size goals and 1UP goals achieved. I can say I definitely progressed and the "wheel" moved forward this week.
The achievements of one week will not make you an entrepreneur. If you really want to succeed, every week needs to go this way, and the secret to success here is to just keep catching and replacing, those intensity 1UPs lead to a larger size, more calls, and even more hours.
Don't let the lies come back. Don't let yourself think you've achieved anything here. You haven't. You're just getting started down the path of a better way to do things.
A whole life set aside for nothing
This is what happens every other Sunday.
I don't need the re-time. I don't need the get-away. I don't benefit much from the gaming, the shows, or whatever. And yet, I spend the whole day setting the rest of my life aside because I don't "feel" like doing anything productive whatsoever.
If you conquer your feelings by simply not giving into them, instead being intolerant towards following the choice you already made and observing and absorbing your feelings, you will start producing much deeper feelings of satisfaction.
I don't need the re-time. I don't need the get-away. I don't benefit much from the gaming, the shows, or whatever. And yet, I spend the whole day setting the rest of my life aside because I don't "feel" like doing anything productive whatsoever.
If you conquer your feelings by simply not giving into them, instead being intolerant towards following the choice you already made and observing and absorbing your feelings, you will start producing much deeper feelings of satisfaction.
Tuesday, April 14, 2015
SAVE (LEAF stuff) -- How to resize pdfs so they fit together
Before saving in paint, resize to 55% for 8.5" by 11". THEN save.
Sometimes page sizes will vary so feel free to test adjustments, if needed you can always print and rescan, but I prefer to avoid that due to the ink toner giveaways.
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