End of Challenge Trolls

This is another set of trolls needing to be re-wired.

I failed the final Sunday.  In the moment, I felt as if I had a choice and really did not want so I did not choose.

I didn't have a choice, and the fact that I forgot this shows a deeper, genuine failure rooted in my subconscious.

There's a lot of talk about how going easy at the end is helpful:

• Makes the stats less difficult to beat since it lowers the averages, so I'll do better next time.
• Most of the challenge is already locked in so the averages won't change much anyways.
• Good job, you got to the end!

These trolls don't just threaten me in the last week -- they threaten my start to the next challenge, and, by not reprogramming theses NEURAL PATHWAYS now while it's still the end of the challenge, it almost guarentees they will come back causing more failure of word and integrity at the end of the next challenge.

Here's the truth and the reprogram -- REWIRE THIS NEURAL PATHWAY AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE THIS WEEK WHILE YOU STILL CAN!!

• Makes me smaller and makes my averages smaller than they should be, so there's less of a challenge to rise to next time, helping me stay small over the long term, preventing the goals I am trying to achieve.  This is why fast progress doesn't happen for me.
• De-values the challenge and the averages so they don't matter at the start of the next challenge.
• You need to push through to that finish line as fast as possible to grow as much as possible.

THIS GOES AGAINST LITERALLY EVERYTHING THAT I AM TRYING TO DO.  IT'S SAYING THAT SINCE YOU'RE NEAR THE END, YOU NO LONGER NEED TO EMBRACE PAIN AND SUFFERING.  IT'S SAYING RAMPING DOWN MAKES SENSE.  IT'S SAYING BEING SMALL IS GOOD AND RELAXING.  IT'S SAYING ALL STRESS IS DISTRESS.  

IT IS AN INSANE TROLL THAT COMES UP SUBCONSCIOUSLY AND AUTOMATICALLY AT THE END OF EVERY CHALLENGE ALL THE TIME, EVEN THOUGH IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ERADICATED 5 YEARS AGO.  REPROGRAM A STRONG FINISH INTO YOUR BRAIN -- YOU CLEARLY NEVER LEARNED WHY A STRONG FINISH IS IMPORTANT, SO FIGURE THAT OUT!!!!!!!

What are the reasons for a strong finish?  What does it do for you?