Q3 2016 PTC BEGINS

3:30p - 8:30p

It's always hard, going from vacation to a new challenge.  And today has definitely been hard.

Let today be a testament to the downsides of smoking weed.  It is so disabling for me it's on a whole 'nother level of being disturbing.

That being said, I have probably the best "how to achieve" list ever.  The power thinking system has reached a new peak, the prior random ideals have been combined with the progression of Q2 to make an organized, clear path to achieving my goals.

My motivation, however, is lacking.  Should it lack tomorrow, the time for anger and empowerment is here and it needs to be hit harder than ever.

Also, starting tomorrow, weed and alcohol on a non-friday or mid-saturday are NOT ALLOWED.  This is not my word however incredibly important to remain firmly committed to.  If not, word shall be implemented upon them.

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Roars needs a lot of work.  I need to get this first video finished SOON... I need the website functioning... and once those are done, I need a sense of what I am trying to achieve and I need to redefine the goals.  The goals set now (see goals page link, top right) are really just placeholders.

My vision for ROARS is weak and that is detrimental to everything.

Tomorrow morning, here's the plan:

KNOW BEYOND ANY DOUBT THAT BIG SIZE TODAY IS ESSENTIAL SO THAT I WILL BE EFFECTIVE @ ROARS AT THE END OF THE DAY.  I MUST START GETTING BACK INTO ROARS SO I CAN REALLY GET THIS CHALLENGE OFF THE GROUND.

Start with a powerful morning ritual.  Planks, pushups, and situps.  DO NOT HESITATE.  Being successful at this leads to success @ work.

Follow up with a powerful power hour, then fight to reprogram the trolls and fix my broken, broken mind.  lol... it's SO broken right now!  And I need to take on these trolls one by one and really get this brain of mine churning out 90% positivity FAST.  I need mental mastery.

Now... NO smoking tonight.  Calling Sarah will be the way to end this one, I need to break this addictive mentality ASAP.