You've Lost the Code

It's not that you've been highly successful.

It's that you've lost the code of discipline that makes you successful.

The success is just an illusion.

The money is real, but it doesn't really matter.  75k doesn't matter -- the Sharks will still look at you and say, "Sorry, you don't have what it takes."

Look at Tiger Woods.  Why didn't he just say "Fuck you all, why would I give a fuck?  I have hundreds of millions" when the whole cheating scandal hit him.  Why'd he say "I drifted from my faith in buddhism"?

Because his happiness was about his code and what he represents.  Not about his bank account.

Make no mistake.  How good you do at LEAF with commissions, bookings, % to budget, etc is all an illusion.

The ONLY thing you have is your code and what it means for your life.

It's not even about becoming an entrepreneur, really.  Once successful as an entrepreneur, you'll be distracted by the same thing and lose your code again.  You only stop when you decide to change the word to say it's okay to stop.

IT IS NOT THAT YOU'VE BEEN SUCCESSFUL AT LEAF.  IT IS THAT YOU'VE FAILED TO MAINTAIN YOUR CODE OF DISCIPLINE.  IT IS THAT YOU'VE LOST YOUR PATH.  IT IS THAT YOU'VE FAILED BIG TIME OVER THE LAST 4 WEEKS AND YOU ARE FAILING MORE AND MORE.

Please recognize this.  It is fueling an army of trolls that are attacking everything that rises to help you.  It is the deep down programming that is driving you.

Do not justify the last 4 weeks as being okay because you needed the "break".  It's not that you needed a break.  It's that you allowed yourself to drift off course THE SAME EXACT WAY you did as an entrepreneur.  That's why you're at LEAF in the first place.  You NEED to be reminded by bosses every day that you're drifting off course.  If you could have stayed the course well enough to succeed, you wouldn't be here.  And this just proves that you need to stay.

Do not put finding a new house a priority over your code.  You do not need to move.  You do need your code.

Do not blame your success as the root of your failure.  The blaming of things is the root of your failure.  It represents the victim mentality that has taken control of you.  Victims blame, complain, & justify.