Day 72

Log: 6:00p - 7:30p

I. AM. BACK.

What a day.

Huge swings -- I started out bursting from the low 3's into the mid 4's, only to stumble back down into the 3's, sink to 2.5 levels, disappear for an hour to demand a change and meditate, and then come out bursting into the 5 zone.

NLP developed --

I redefined the real value of my success with the "age 2" stuff.  As being low value -- pulling that shit off is common and doesn't really do THAT much for me.  After all, that's the whole reason I chose to put it off completely and opt-out for so long.  Thinking about it is just another blanket, another sea of bullshit with a bunch of people that will swear by it and frankly not have any idea about how ignorant and limiting their ideas are.

I redefined hitting $100k as being nothing compared to what can be achieved with size.  Making six figures is nothing when compared to making a million a year with automated income so you don't even need to work and you're rolling in dough.  And that's achieved by increasing my size, which I can do now, as long as I realize $100k is bullshit, more ignorant, limiting lies that tear me down.

I redefined being 3M of a 2.5M budget as meaning "I'm all set".  Go for 3.25M, and if they ever give you shit, tell them to go fuck themselves, I do things on MY terms that's why I'm 3M of 2.5M.  DO NOT WORRY ABOUT RICH / ERIC, THIS IS THE CLUTTER RUINING YOUR MIND.

I redefined the troll catching admin analogy to be an elite server ONLY admin analogy to better describe what power thinking is.  This clarifies that it is not just enough to catch and replace -- you have to keep 1-upping, and then get rid of thoughts that aren't 1up-able enough to justify the space and energy they are actively consuming in my mind.

I reinforced the reason for the morning ritual and what the point is.  The point is not to vape.  It's not to snooze.  It's not to hesitate.  It's to ramp up to power thinking levels so I can be a damn entrepreneur.  And if you can't even get started on the baby steps first thing, you sure as hell can't be a power thinker.  5's don't have trouble with that basic shit.

Today I am simply re-establishing size.  Tomorrow I expect to start kicking a little ass.