Q4 Day 38

5:13p - ...

Restore Integrity

Morning Ritual - didn't meditate

• throws my schedule off a little and start the day less grounded, also incomplete to start the day
• moved the sticky note and next time i will remember and take that part more seriously.  if it happens again will have to set an alarm at 645.  if i do miss it, restore integrity THEN, not now!

LEAF Schedule - no attempt

• This represents the PRIMARY 8-9 HOURS OF MY DAY.  Going off track without restoring the day leads to stress, feeling behind, and low productivity since every time i look at deals I'm just saying "I can't" and letting my ACT run the show.  I blank stare at my monitor.  I am "getting to nothing" to absorb all the stress caused by my lack of integrity.  It's absurd and my whole life isn't working.  Of course I can't enroll people.  I have no integrity.
• When this is out of integrity, it must be restored ASAP.  At the very least, resume schedule - YOU MUST STOP THIS IDEA THAT IT'S ALL OR NOTHING ON THE DAY.  This is what creates the "Morgan" Jaimie
• I have implemented "morning" and "afternoon" integrity measurements for this.
  Morning: Start by 8:30am + 25 calls by 10:30am
  Afternoon: Start by 1:00pm + 10 additional calls by 2pm
• These are minimums.  I must start restoring integrity like crazy and taking charge here.  This is the majority of my day so my whole life follows suit on this!!
• There is no point of trying to enroll people in the chat or deal with your "other inauthentic areas" when there's a massive hole in your chest.  You need to get vicious, get intense, get serious, fight for your life.  Landmark will stop the stress but not if you lack integrity.

It's time I really went for major integrity in my life.  My business is stalled, my enrollment is lacking, my stress is high, and I "feel sad" all the time because I'm out of integrity.  I am not being a leader.  I am being a sad little justification chatty cathy and I don't like it.  That's enough shrinking.  Let's get serious, focusing, intense, and bring the kind of integrity I deserve to my life.  

I deserve 80-90% frame integrity.  I am the possibility of true commitment.