Sunday, August 30, 2015

Sunday Post 6

Honestly, this weekend I'm not sure working on much is even a great idea.

I made $27,365 commission.  I've surpassed $75,000 for the year, I think I may be over $80,000 w/ syndi.

Those big deals were stressful.

I can get those Allied invoices done monday morning before work easily.

This is relaxation time.  I need to unwind.  Even yesterday I was still getting random moments of paranoia and worry/stressing out of insignificant, normal events in my life and aspects of my personality.

I'd say the best move is to relax today, maybe mop the kitchen to keep the size somewhat decent.


Thursday, August 27, 2015

daily post

This is a daily post.

I brought home SoMM but i just wanna watch walking dead.

It was a rough day.  That's a troll.  Either way I gotta shit

Monday, August 24, 2015

The Daily Post: It's all about the REPLACE, the catch is less important.

Size @ Work today: 5.75.

JOB WELL DONE!

However, focusing on that is "How to lose 101".

Winning is about STACKING successes.

I wanted to have a look at something in regards to the packet tonight... trying to remember what.

Maybe it was the concept of focusing on the replacements not the catches.

Regardless, this is a HUGE concept to go along with the new movement away from framework / suppression and on to content and hustle.

Today, AGAIN, I caught more than 10 trolls, accomplishing my goal in that area.

The reason this has been so much easier lately is because I barely even notice the troll -- I just catch it enough to call-into-focus the proper replacement.

Once I hear the replacement, I focus on that, feel good, and THEN notice the troll I caught and, more often than not, laugh at the whole thing.

This all works because I have a serious goal for the morning and I am engaged enough to know when I'm slowing down.

I have a timer running, I have hourly call goals, I have rescheduled RELENTLESSLY and have zero focus on deals, I have a strong sense of how fast and hard I am calling, and because I am focused on the content / hustle, it's very obvious when trolls arise.  I am very serious about keeping focused on the hustle and being intolerant towards things that distract me from it.  In doing all those things, I am essentially 1-upping over and over without noticing that I am even doing it... after all, each one of those is a 1-up in and of itself.

And all this comes from the PURE MOTIVATION that I am fighting to ramp up to be an ENTREPRENEUR again.  That the time limit on hitting 75-80 calls is 3:30 -- because were I an entrepreneur, failing to achieve that would fuck with my business building time.

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Goals Today

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-Laundry
-Vacuum Living Room Rug
-Scrub through half of the 90 days cbs by UCC

7:04 -- ALL ACCOMPLISHED

Fin.

Sunday, August 23, 2015

Sunday Post 5

Interestingly enough, right now 80% of the thoughts that are arising are not "going positive".  I've tapped into the part of my brain asking what my objectives are here and all it came up with was the story of my successful commissions at LEAF again.

This story makes me feel warm and fuzzy in the moment, but offers NOTHING long term, except inaction and failure.  It is the money blanket.

TO DO:
-DEPOSIT CHECKS!!
-Shopping
-Haircut
-Laundry
-Room cleaning
-Discuss w/ Dave if he's moving in next week.

OPTIONAL:
-prepp leads 1 hour
-get up to speed with ROARS

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ACH:
-dep checks
-shopping
-laundry
-room cleaning
-discuss w/ dave

Thursday, August 20, 2015

8-20-15 The Daily Post

And now... the daily post!

The time has come.

As soon as 4pm strikes, I must either post (if at home), or begin travel home to post.

This is REGARDLESS of whether you got sucked in by Kris and John... you will lose time -- because 4pm is cutoff time, so no more grey zone hardly working 3-6pm dead zones.

No exceptions -- this shall be the word soon, and I need to start ramping up now.

As of right now, I do not need to work from 4-6pm.

HOWEVER, I MUST

1. Write a blog post, regardless of length or intent to work.
2. Do AT LEAST ONE CHORE every day.

It's time to unravel this downward spiral.

Begin growing again.

End the 20-40% odds of negativity paradigm.

Reduce the stacking of stress.

Win!

Fin.

Sunday, August 16, 2015

Sunday Post 4

Hello.

Not sure what I am to write.

Just wanna play Supreme Commander.  This sounds familiar.

Gonna use it to wake up very tired.

House is a mess needs to be cleaned, clothes need moving, new wash, and most importantly, I need motivation and leads prepped.

EDIT:

-leads prepped
-401k setup
-Motivation as much as it's going to get... ROARS & plans for the rest of Q3 and preliminary plan for Q4 have been setup.

Sunday, August 9, 2015

Defy and Deny Success

So fun fact -- last week's realization about Rust came true.  I got on friday night and everyone was playing rust, so I just joined them and their base.

Yesterday I even played Supreme Commander and watched a movie and show instead of joining Chris and Mike.

So onto business.

I have pressing matters -- breakfast and tennis.  I need to shower, eat, play tennis, and prep leads after tennis.  That is the plan.

As for the title, it refers to this crushing weight of shrinking in size.

On one hand, you have to spend hours of time working deals when they are $10k in size.

On the other hand, just partying at work instead of progressing because you are in celebration mode about earning $27k is unacceptable.

The government is going to take half and the important thing is to maintain my size and get the business going.

I need my website up.

I need my integrity back with the word, word has lost nearly all meaning again.

I need to free myself from my own restrictions.

I need to return as an entrepreneur.

Friday, August 7, 2015

shhhhh it's a secret

1446.34 + 489.89 + 11657.16 + 682.20 + 8545.50 + 596.70

=

23417.79

+ b = 26930.4585

+ df = 27480.45

Sunday, August 2, 2015

Week 2 of blog post Sundays

Again, I find myself drawn to Rust.  We had Steven, Dave, Michael, Chris, Echo, and Myself all playing yesterday and it was a ton of fun.

Part of the problem is I feel that a lot of the rust activity is centered around me -- it's my passion for this game that is drawing others to play -- so if I don't play, no one does.

I think this is not the right way to look at things.  If they dont want to play without me, then I'm not letting them down by not being around.  Instead, they can choose their games and then I can choose to join them in the fun.

I am trying to build a life.  That's the most important thing.  Whoever is truly taking the Sunday off is responsible to build up the base, and then I will join them.

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Plan for next Monday is:

1. Call CB's to warm up
2. Engage on new leads and get some warms!!

To do this I need new leads prepped.

What I'd like is to do a super shower and then goto work.

I'm worried that I don't have the resolve and maybe the answer is to jump in the car and just get there.