11/28/18

05:15 - 05:45 Obj.3.1b (84.5/90)

Pick up at Mindlines #17

11/27/18

07:15 - 09:15 Obj.3.1b (83.75/90)


Quarters are for discipline, not ROARS objectives.  I'm not interested in standing for discipline.  I'm interested in standing for success.

Restoring Integrity

LEAF - calls off - commit to restoring integrity every time

• impact seemed to me that work was worse than ever and I was a train wreck in there
• actions - 
• Created 6am blitz tmw.  will make 10 calls between 1-2 and finish at 45
• Career long commitment made to the possibility of unrelenting responsibility to honoring my word.

"Show up to Workout on time"

• impact is my schedule varies this week and there will be less integrity with my daily discipline frame structure.
• actions - Frame Integ - honored my word, I will put "N" and know that it is a planned N.  IWO has a different schedule set so that will maintain integrity per Rich's structure.

Gloves

• Impact is physically obvious.  Also, it means no winter beard :(
• When I don't have my gloves on, I will take a few seconds to have a look at what happened to determine what I will need to do differently next time to prevent it.
• Right now wasnt wearing them - cuz i came home without them on - moving forward, I will not leave the gym without checking to see if my gloves are on, even if that means sweating into them.

Food yesterday

• threw off whole day with the early "throwing in the towel"
• In the future, I will restore integrity AS SOON AS POSSIBLE when it's off and not wait so I don't get to the "throwing in the towel" level :)

CDH on time

• business isnt being developed, feels like the most important part of my life is going unfulfilled
• I am committing to keeping on top of my integrity throughout the day, every day, and restoring whenever off.  To help with this, M-Th @ 2pm I will check on my integrity and do a 5 min restoration if necessary (made google calendar notification).  So if some things slip passed me by then that's my fail safe.
• Note - 2pm will probably ALWAYS include "gloves" integrity restoration if I'm doing it right, until I've mastered this gloves thing.

11/25/18

08:30 - 10:30: Obj.3.1c (5.75/20)
10:30 - 11:00: Break
11:00 - 01:00: Obj.3.1b (77.75/90)
01:00 - 02:00: Lunch + meditation
02:30 - 04:00: Obj.3.1b (79.25/90)
04:00 - 05:00: IWO / Break
05:00 - 07:30: Obj.3.1b (81.75/90)

Session 3 Map Change

11/24/18

01:00 - 02:00: Obj.3.1c (3.75/20)
02:00 - 04:00: Obj.3.1b (71.25/90)
04:00 - 04:30: Break
04:30 - 06:00: Obj.3.1b (73.75/90)
06:00 - 06:30: Break
06:30 - 08:30: Obj.3.1b (75.75/90)


Also, I commit that whenever the way I am being is subpar-productive, I will create the possibility of being a way that will cause productivity.

For instance - possibility of exhileration, joy, determination, etc.. whatever will help, I will generate that.

11/23/18

06:00 - 08:00: Obj.3.1c (2/20)
08:00 - 08:30: Break
08:30 - 09:15 : Obj.3.1c (2.75/20)

Recording Audio Today!!!  Got the opportunity and the writing is almost there anyways.

Today's Post

7:08a - ...

07:15 - 07:45: Initial Setup
07:45 - 09:45: Obj.3.1b (2)
09:45 - 10:15: Break + med
10:15 - 11:45: Obj.3.1b (3.5)
11:45: Prepare for Thanksgiving and spend time with family ... Family time...
if there's more time, back to work!


The possibility I'm creating for today is Powerful, Fun Determination.

Determination to win.  To make Q4 the second best, if not the very best, challenge of the year.  To prove this new model post-advanced course review is superior and I can work waay more hours WITH freedom and flexibility.  That the CDC is complete and now is the time to simply move full steam ahead.

Changes to Structured Disciplines, Objectives, and Routines

1. Post titles on this blog will, moving forward, all simply read "Today's Post".
   
   The reason for this change is that we're no longer setting up rigid, 90DC style quarters with pre-defined hours and dates.  Moving forward, a quarter is a quarter is a quarter.  Q4 starts October 1 and ends December 31.  That makes today day "53", technically speaking, although to log "what day it is" is now empty and meaningless under the new model.  What day is it?  It's November 22nd.  There's 39 days left in the fourth quarter.
2. "Initial Setup" & "Sunday Lunch" are no longer considered objectives.  They do not count towards hours worked.  Accounting is still considered an objective as it is essentially business critical and I consider it to be an important discipline to keep in place as the business is built, especially since it's only 1-2 hours per month.
3. We will continue to log the hours on the aggregate, and continue to set quarterly goals.  The goal is to get Q4 to "second best" challenge from a sheer hours perspective, even coming in from behind and no longer logging lunch or initial setup.  That will prove that the model of flexibility is superior to the model of rigid discipline.

Q4 Day 51

5:14p - 6:00p

05:15 - 06:00: Obj.3.1b (0.75)


Take a stand

Restore your integrity.

Get motivated

Choose the actions that will make things happen.


INTEGRITY - DID NOT WORK SUNDAY - NEXT SATURDAY NIGHT I WILL PREP SUNDAY MORNING, INCLUDING A PEP TALK.

Q4 Day 46

5:19p - ...


06:15 - 07:00: Obj.Account (0.75)



SAT:
-football.
-schedule SBDC.
-30 min workout.

Restore Integrity

-calls - Rich email - coming in early tmw

-morning ritual - threw whole day off - will not assist landmark production teams on Tuesday nights anymore.  Going to go part time on the January advanced course - just tell them i need tuesday for my "Be Here Now" seminar anyways since I will most likely need it for that.

-workout - see IWO whatsapp - 30m scheduled sat

-ROARS schedule - cannot talk to parents after 5pm.  must tell them i need to be up there by 5 because after 505 everything is at risk.  For instance, meditation cant get done.

-LEAF - Rich email + IWO whatsapp - whatsapp says what to do, basically need to know what deals i need to get through and keep track of time as I go.

Q4 Day 44

5:10p - 7:15p

06:00 - 06:30: Obj.Account (0.5)

05:15 - 06:00 - SCHEDULED BUT DID NOT WORK.

-Impact - less time to complete SELP sheet ; have only 30 minutes of ROARS completed now.

-New actions - In the future, when I clock in I'll focus on clearing the space for my work and make a firm committment to no distractions.  I will also meditate prior to work to assist with that.

Q4 Day 43

Landmark Advanced Forum Review

It's revealed that the reason I won't work 4 hours a night and turn my business successful over-night is simple.

My ACT likes to keep things nice and manageable.

The way it shows up is that I say the following statement to myself...

"What's important is consistency.  A big burst of hours followed by a 2 weeks break doesn't mean shit.  That was me back in 2009 before I learned discipline and I'd log a bunch of hours even though a lot of them were hardly working.  The important thing is working every day and consistently and having superior discipline, those are the principles of success that all the self-help books have in common."

So, GOOD NEWS - this statement is WRONG.  It is pure ACT.  And I can prove it.

Proof:

Success = Achieving Objectives XYZ 

Achieving Objectives = results from actions, and actions take time.

TIME + ACTION = Achieving Objectives = Success.

I mean, this is the simple truth EVERYONE knows, and it IS what I knew in 2009.  I just had no discipline, that's all.  But my ACT made a story up about that.  It made it that I WASN'T ENOUGH - I COULDN'T SUCCEED - I DIDN'T HAVE THE DISCIPLINE.

And now, I think success is based on ONLY discipline, not because discipline has anything to do with success (it actually doesn't, btw), but because my ACT decided 10 years ago that I didn't have the discipline to be successful.

Discipline is a great tool and a big piece of most success generating formulas, but success is success and discipline is discipline.  They're different things.  You can be really disciplined and produce nothing but garbage and fail endlessly.  You can also be really talented and spend 2 years making a 5 minute song that should've taken you a week and become an instant success rock star once it hits the radio.

THE ONLY THING STOPPING YOU FROM SUCCEEDING IN YOUR BUSINESS INSIDE OF THE NEXT 90 DAYS IS YOUR ACT.  YOU ARE LITERALLY ON THE EDGE OF SUCCESS AND YOUR ACT WILL NOT LET YOU MOVE FORWARD. 

In fact, that's why my product is taking so long too.  It's why I'm a perfectionist.  The product doesn't have to be perfect - I just naturally need to maximize my odds because I'm not enough and I can't succeed so I need to spend years getting it perfect.

The idea that I'd set a fixed number of hours left to complete it and stick to the schedule is much harder for me than I yet realize.  I've been brutally failing at that concept and haven't even noticed.  The ACT is running my business, my entrepreneurship, and therefore, my life.  That's why I have a hard time reading my path and purpose paper.  It's inauthentic.  Until I commit to 4 hours a night, a set # of hours on the objectives, and going ham sandwich on this thing, my the "path and purpose" sections of that path and purpose sheet may as well be written in Chinese.

It's time to create from nothing a brand new path and purpose.

It can contain the same lines as before, or not.  Doesn't matter.  What matters is I don't use the old sheet to write it - don't even try to remember what the old sheet says.  Write a brand new one, and whatever ACTAULLY MATTERS from the old one WILL be remembered.  But this one should have stuff on it that have never existed for me before.  My path, in particular, should be brand new.

You've been stuck in the world of more, better, different.  In other words, the world of reasons.  Live in the world of action and integrity instead.  Performance (Success) is action, period.

New Path

[original notes]
Looks something like this (complete later)

-Set 4 hr / night + 8 on sundays.

-Apply true commitment to integrity - i will do this OR AT LEAST account for it and honor it every time.

-Be so successful by the time ILP rolls around I'm taking it just to round myself out.


[/original notes]

Changing The Game

Here's what's different:

1. No more quarterly, or even divisions on the sheet - ROARS sheets (non-frame integrity ones) will now be "from today onward for the foreseeable future".  This does not include frame integrity, that lies outside of ROARS and will continue to operate monthly/quarterly as a discipline report.  I am transforming ROARS this time... just ROARS.
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2. Hours are no longer planned out for a whole quarter in advance.  Hours are planned out on a weekly or bi-weekly basis, but are not necessarily restricted to that if I have a high level of confidence in my schedule a little further out.  Obviously if I know that I won't be working on a day (say, Christmas, for example) I can stick a 0 on that day far in advance which will help me set goals as I go in anticipation of the upcoming 0.
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3. The PASS / FAIL model is NO MORE!  Integrity will now be measured as "How many hours did I get vs. how many hours were scheduled?"  Higher-than-100% is possible.  The goal is 100%.  If I fall under, actions must be scheduled to catch up.
   

Q4 Day 39

5:12p - 7:15p

06:10 - 07:10: Obj.Account (1)

Restore Integrity

CDH On-time: Technically, I kept my word, because my word is just to publish a post on-time to "show up".  But, then I go eat, which is not the intention - it's a short cut and a cheat and even though I'm thinking I'm keeping my word, there's not much integrity to it, its not structured well.

Imagine explaining that to someone "no I just need to clock in, doesn't matter if I actually work".  That isn't what others expect when you say "show up on time."

• The impact is my CDH integrity is low and I'm not getting the hours I need.  
• This makes things REALLY HARD when I do need to get to work.  I find myself drawn to my distractions and struggling to apply myself.  I'm racketing.
• Moving forward, I am changing my word here to "Began CDH work by 5:15", the intention being I need to be working on an actual pre-defined objective from the objective and goals sheet by 5:15pm.

Meditation after lunch

• The impact is I was less organized after lunch and again tripping over meditation schedule and feeling overwhelmed and unsatisfied trying to squeeze them all in at the end of the day.
• I have set an alarm to go off at 12:27pm every day to remind me to meditate.

Gloves

• Hands all f'd up
• Wearing them as soon as I start CDH moving forward.  Keep a set designated for the car at all times too

Q4 Day 38

5:13p - ...

Restore Integrity

Morning Ritual - didn't meditate

• throws my schedule off a little and start the day less grounded, also incomplete to start the day
• moved the sticky note and next time i will remember and take that part more seriously.  if it happens again will have to set an alarm at 645.  if i do miss it, restore integrity THEN, not now!

LEAF Schedule - no attempt

• This represents the PRIMARY 8-9 HOURS OF MY DAY.  Going off track without restoring the day leads to stress, feeling behind, and low productivity since every time i look at deals I'm just saying "I can't" and letting my ACT run the show.  I blank stare at my monitor.  I am "getting to nothing" to absorb all the stress caused by my lack of integrity.  It's absurd and my whole life isn't working.  Of course I can't enroll people.  I have no integrity.
• When this is out of integrity, it must be restored ASAP.  At the very least, resume schedule - YOU MUST STOP THIS IDEA THAT IT'S ALL OR NOTHING ON THE DAY.  This is what creates the "Morgan" Jaimie
• I have implemented "morning" and "afternoon" integrity measurements for this.
  Morning: Start by 8:30am + 25 calls by 10:30am
  Afternoon: Start by 1:00pm + 10 additional calls by 2pm
• These are minimums.  I must start restoring integrity like crazy and taking charge here.  This is the majority of my day so my whole life follows suit on this!!
• There is no point of trying to enroll people in the chat or deal with your "other inauthentic areas" when there's a massive hole in your chest.  You need to get vicious, get intense, get serious, fight for your life.  Landmark will stop the stress but not if you lack integrity.

It's time I really went for major integrity in my life.  My business is stalled, my enrollment is lacking, my stress is high, and I "feel sad" all the time because I'm out of integrity.  I am not being a leader.  I am being a sad little justification chatty cathy and I don't like it.  That's enough shrinking.  Let's get serious, focusing, intense, and bring the kind of integrity I deserve to my life.  

I deserve 80-90% frame integrity.  I am the possibility of true commitment.

Q4 Day 37

4:59p - ...