6:35 - 9:30 ... win... lol
The CDH is failing today. As I write this it is 6:34pm and my willpower is bust. I am forcing myself on here.
I guess I have to remember that my feelings, thoughts, etc. are all b/s & lies. Only the original choice matters. The feelings of the moment cannot reign supreme.
I have to remember that these feelings are... nothing. I don't have a dagger in my chest. These feelings aren't that strong. There's no gun to my head. These feelings aren't really that significant or powerful at all, I am just tiny by comparison. And conquering them, by contrast, is everything. Conquering them is the path to victory. With it comes deep satisfaction, fulfillment, pride, drive, glory... the list goes on.
The point is the poker game. Got a top 10 most dramatic intense energy moment, all over $20 that I had already decided to spend. Whereas, I get into a rut over a CDH and all I feel is depressing resignation. Why would I not feel more dramatic and intense now, when it really would make a difference?
And that's where the word kicks in. It's obvious. My current feelings are worthless. Just because the feelings I should have aren't there doesn't mean I listen to the lies over the truth. Action must be taken. I must win now.
CDH goals (today and moving forward)
-get laundry
-solve cindy email addresses issue
-fix the leaf on that tree
-clean room
-clean up house / organize
-money system to align my actions with my strategy.
-plan for roars moving forward... remainder of q2 and q3 goals, 2016 goals should be defined, ideas in place that i can hold myself accountable too. goals should be very achievable and scale up. need to be able blow it out of the water.
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